never enough..

the kiss still lingers on my lips every day
her touch still chills my spine
the questions linger like scars from the blade
releasing the pain from my heart
as the letters run down my arm
i feel free of this prison that confines me
when it dries I'm left with nothing again
why couldn't she see how I loved her
her eyes are focused on the horizon
longing for the touch of another
but why..why can't she be loved.
the longing for this person who uses her
makes her feel useless and alone
was worth more than a father to her son
she doesn't ache for my touch
not for my kiss or voice
but yet she tells me she loves me
the truth rains over me like a supernova on the galaxy
but the shades of love shield my heart from the truth
I'm everything she wishes he was..
nothing more
nothing less
what hurts the most is she is everything to me
not the cheating
not the lieing
the deepest cut is that I want her to succeed
and she refuses to let go of the last chain that holds her back
one night with him was worth more than my heart
i'm worthless and wish this pain would stop
i welcome the kiss again
as the pain runs free it cools my soul as it grazes my skin
Ill be alright for awhile...